I was so anxious about giving my first demonstration on Zoom. I worried that I would make mistakes and embarrass myself in front of everyone. The day before the event, I even considered cancelling it altogether because I felt so self-conscious and overwhelmed by fear. Yet something deep within me urged me to persevere. I knew I had to face my fears and move through them.
The next day, I had a few hours before the demonstration, so I tried my best to distract myself. By then, a new concern had taken hold. I wondered whether my nerves would allow me to go through with it. I prayed for guidance, and not long afterwards I felt a strong urge to go for a run in the park. I followed that instinct. When I returned home, I was physically exhausted, but much calmer. The negative energy had dissipated, and I felt grounded, although tired. I took a shower, ate something, and then slept for a couple of hours. I woke up in plenty of time to prepare myself for the event.
As I sat on the edge of my bed in my bedroom, I saw, in my mind’s eye, a little boy, sitting close to me. Then, I became aware of others gathering around. I knew there were many loving souls in the spirit world, eager to reconnect with their loved ones. Their presence inspired me to trust in my work and do the very best I could.
The demonstration went very well, and many people received compelling evidence from their loved ones in spirit. The little boy I had seen earlier was eventually reunited with his mother. She told me that she had asked him to get my attention and stay by my side until I had brought them together. Many others also received messages. Some were met with laughter, others with tears. It was an emotional evening, and I felt deeply proud and grateful to have been a part of it. When it was all over, I retired for the evening with an immense sense of satisfaction. I had persevered through my fears and fulfilled what I believe I do best, bringing comfort, healing, and a sense of closure to so many people.
As far as I am concerned, this is what my life is about.
