I have learned a great deal over the years. I have made many mistakes, some foolish, some serious, and others that I deeply regret. Yet I have learned from every experience, whether good or bad. I am a perfectionist by nature, and I have always aspired to do my best and follow the right path in life.
Unfortunately, there were times when I lost my way and disappointed myself. At times, I even believed I could never return to the person I once was. I was consumed by shame, knowing full well that I was responsible for my choices. I felt as though I had burned every bridge and was drifting alone in a vast, dark ocean.
Then my calling as a healer and a reader came.
At first, I was shocked because I could not understand why I had been given these abilities or entrusted with serving others. This created a deep conflict within me. Although I was offering healing and guiding those who sought my help, I felt like a hypocrite. After all, I believed I was no better than the people who came to see me. For some time, I wrestled with these feelings of insecurity until my dear friend and spiritual advisor, Paula, offered me words that changed everything:
“You have to go through the mud so that you can understand what others are experiencing every day. You are fortunate to be in a position where you can find your way back, but others may not be so lucky. Help them find hope, just as you found it.”
Then, one day, my communicator from the other side shared another message:
“If you cannot see the light, then you be the light.”
That was the moment my mission truly began. From then on, I no longer hung my head in shame. Instead, I embraced my past, knowing it had prepared me to serve others with compassion, understanding, and hope.
