Over the years, I have experienced many changes within myself. The more involved I became in service as a reader and healer, the more detached I grew from certain aspects of our reality. For instance, I struggle to relate to numbers, time, and dates. I forget very easily and cannot retain many memories without conscious effort, which is why I rely on technology to remind me. To put my wife’s mind at rest, I underwent scans and tests, and all the results came back clear. My communicator had told me, before I embarked on my mission, to expect some changes, but I never imagined they would be this extensive. I no longer feel fully part of this world. Somehow, I have edged closer to the other side, and I feel as though I exist between worlds most of the time.
I am fortunate to have my trusted wife in my life. She is my anchor and helps me whenever I need her. It was not easy for her at first because she had to come to terms with the fact that my focus was not drifting away from her.
I feel that much has been emptied from my mind. The clutter had to go to make room for more important matters. I think simpler, and even purer, in a sense. Sometimes I reflect on how my life used to be, and I miss my old self for a moment. Then I am reminded of who I am today and of my mission in life. I would give anything and everything to be in the service of others, as I am today and every day.
