When I am in session, I trust that my helpers on the other side will only allow those who are deserving, worthy, or who pose no threat or harm to come through. This has always been the case, and it gives me great confidence in the work I do.
After years of being in service, a recent experience defied all expectations. A client booked a session with me, and it was revealed that she had been the victim of serious abuse on every level. Her abuser came through for her from the other side, and I relayed messages to her in which he asked for her forgiveness.
She explained that she knew her abuser and that he had inflicted terrible pain and suffering upon her. While she would ordinarily forgive those who had hurt her, in this case, she found it extremely difficult to do so.
I assured her that she did not need to feel pressured in any way and that she should take as much time as she needed. I told her that the choice was in her hands and that no one would take it away from her.
She cried a little, reflected, tried to speak, and then cried some more. I felt the immense pain within her, the void the abuse had left behind, and the years of suffering she had endured. As she continued to reflect, I tuned into her abuser and received mixed emotions. A part of me did not want him there, but it was not my decision. It was my client’s.
I saw her struggle, and given how I also felt about the abuser, I decided it was best to dismiss him and not subject her to any further pressure. I told her my decision, and she nodded in agreement. After he left, the energy shifted, and we continued with the session.
This experience stayed with me, and I wondered why the helpers had not prevented him from coming through in the first place. Weeks later, when I was attuned, my communicator came through and explained that they had allowed him to come forward so she could safely reflect inwardly on what she truly wanted.
Having felt the sadistic, predatory energy from him, I do not blame her for dismissing him. I must admit, it gave me a sense of satisfaction.
